can u understand me ?

arghh , sumpah doh . aku ta pham la asal my own mum cannot understand me ? apa yang dia tau is blame me . i know i dunnot deserver too call him . but he is my father . even dia ta kol ke , ta jumpa ke , no matter what it is . HE STILL MY FATHER .

mum , u should think . kenapa kakak jadi mcm ni . im soo sad when u acting like this . i try to control my self .  ibu kenala paham yang akak tahun ni PMR , kena dapatkan sokongan dr dua2 belah pihak . im not like others people yang kalo parents cerai , nak bnci 1 pihak . im not like that and u have terima semua tu . i love u so much ibu . u raise me alone since i 7 years old . and now im 15 y/o .

sometimes im so sad when others people think tht im not ur daughter . and u just admit tht . can u fell how i fell at tht time ?

ibu , i try to be what u wanted . but , when u force me to do tht . its make me became negative . i want my mum too be just like a best friend tht i can share anything in this world . ibu , please forgive me . i know tht i have make alot of mistake . but , seriously . PLEZZZ , UNDERSTAND ME . and ACCEPT WHO AM I .

i miss my old mum . *crying .

puan SHARIFAH SAMIRA LALLY . ILOVEYOU MORE THAN EVERTHING .